A point opened up last night wherein I was made aware of the ‘how’ it is that I have created myself into separate characters within my life and how I continue to act out these characters which I have created for myself in my mind.
The point is really simplistic – if I allow myself to participate within just one thought, then I can be sure of one thing – I am existing and participating within a character which I have created all by myself within my mind, and therefore I exist in complete isolation from what is actually real. I don’t even know what is real because I have split myself into so many little pieces as thoughts/memories/personalities and from and within each one of these points individually I have created different dimensions within which I exist as a character in relationship to the memories/thoughts/personalities I have created as character accessories to support and validate my character. I am existing within my own orchestrated illusion. The illusion of where I have created a whole stage for myself within my mind and act as the main character of the show and wherein I only accept and participate within that which I know will support me in keeping my character/illusion alive.
This is how we have managed to create the current world systems. We are all characters living in our own inner Hollywood - Where it is all about me as the self-interested ego. And we all support each other’s characters by allowing ourselves to accept ourselves as this completely diminished/degraded version of ourselves.
So here are a few pointers to assist and support self to identify when self is in fact creating and perpetuating the abuse that exists as a consequential outflow of allowing self to be separated into dimensions within one’s mind wherein you have created yourself to be the main character in your own separate movie of illusion:
- When you are in your mind/thinking – you in fact exist as a character/as an actor within the movie you have created to support your character.
- When you experience anything which is based in polarity wherein you for instance experience a high or low within yourself – you are in character – you have created the illusion that you are somehow validated and real because you ‘experience’ yourself – Really?
The solution is to simply stop yourself from existing within/as a character within your own movie script wherein you are the sole director. Step out of character and back into reality. Within this, realize that if you allow yourself to make a ‘big thing’ out of it such as participating within “there is so much to take responsibility for” or “I don’t know how to assist and support myself” or “I feel lost” or “I am just one human being – how can I make a difference” – UNDERSTAND that you have created these as yet more dimensions within which you have given yourself free reins to exist as the self-created character of ‘I am lost’/’this is too much for me to take on and direct’/’I am fine – I don’t need to change myself’ (3 BASIC examples).
So looking at the world systems – It’s all our creation in fact! We support all the characters which exist. The economist, the housewife, the loving mother, the rapist – ALL of them through a mutual agreement of – “as long as you accept my character I will accept yours, just as long as we agree to not challenge each other within our characters”. Our current agreement is to assist and support each other to stay in character. So YOU are a character within My movie wherein I am the main character, and I am a character within YOUR movie wherein YOU are the main star of the show.
So I am going to be walking my self-forgiveness in identifying all of the characters I have created and separated myself into/as. By/through identifying the main characters, one can simply name the game that self has been playing as a specific character and then simply give yourself back to yourself through self-forgiveness and then do not allow yourself to continue creating more dimensions wherein you make it like a ‘new quest’ for yourself to ‘find yourself’ within the dimensions of your mind. This is the definition of STUPIDITY!
Understand that all we have ever been is a complete LIE in fact. We have been an actor/a character, and we have allowed ourselves to dupe ourselves into thinking/believing/living as if this is who we really are – which is AGAIN just another dimension we have created to assist and support us to stay in character! We have ‘forgotten’ that we are characters, and HERE AGAIN this ‘forgetfulness’ was ALSO created by us through forming another dimension within ourselves as ‘me the forgetter’.
So there is no excuse for not standing up and changing ourselves from existing in separation from what is here through living in our own created dimensions of separation. If any excuse exists – what do you know? – You are in CHARACTER again – lol. It’s really quite simple – but of course we as creators can create a dimension within ourselves wherein we experience it as ‘difficult/arduous/too much/beyond us’, within this creating a stupidity loop for ourselves wherein we really ARE stupid for allowing ourselves to do this to ourselves.
We require shattering each and every single character we have created and boxed ourselves into. And we require to assist and support others as ourselves, as equal creators of this mass illusion/delusion we have created/manifested, to see that they are merely characters/actors within their own movie, and to within this not accept, allow, support and participate within their characters equally as we CANNOT accept and allow ourselves to continue to seek self-validation for the characters we have created. Why separate ourselves into isolated characters instead of realizing that ALL IS ME – Therefore I do not need to attain anything through building characters in my mind, because I am HERE as ALL as ME.
Thus, I commit myself to identifying all the characters which I have accepted and allowed myself to play out within my self-created movie script in which I have been the director and lead actress in the cinema of my mind in complete separation of everything and everyone.
So let’s snap out of it actors! Identify your character/personality suits and let it go – it’s an ILLUSION.
For further support read:
Heaven’s Journey to Life: Looking for MORE of mySELF: DAY 78
Lindsay Craver’s Journey to Life: Day 79: Kill the Buddha - He's Just a Character, Part 3
Matti Freeman’s Journey to Life: Day 45: The Characters I Allow as Self Compromise Part 1
Maya Harel’s Journey to Life: My Life as a Character - Overview - Day 79
Creation’s Journey to Life: Day 79: Stepping out of Character
Malin Gunilla’s Journey to Life: Day 79. I'm Nothing But a Character
Earth's Journey to Life: Day 44: The Character game