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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within/as the inferior character when/as I see that I am in a situation of conflict and/or confrontation.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to give my power as directive principle
away to this 'inferior character' I have created and from this I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to give my power as directive principle
away to those within the same situation by/through existing within/as the
'inferior character'.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to create the 'inferior character' as a
protection mechanism to not 'stand out' within a conflict and/or confrontation
situation. From this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
think/believe/perceive that I will somehow be 'safe' when I find myself in a
conflict and/or confrontation situation by/through stepping into and acting out
the 'inferior character', instead of
realizing that by/through existing within/as this character I am only adding
fuel to the fire
as I am allowing myself to stand as one part of the same polarity, therefore it
must play
out because I have accepted and allowed myself to be equal to
this.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience myself as weak when/as I
find myself within a conflict/confrontation situation, and from this I forgive
myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see realize and understand
that this is due to the character I have created and equalized myself to which
is the inferior character, where within this I always see others as superior
and stronger than me.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to attach a point of superiority to
those within my world and reality that are older than me and from this I
forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have attached a point
of fear to
the act of standing up for myself when/as I see that an older person is in the
process of abusing
me or another as themselves through not doing what is best for
all within a given situation.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to think/believe/perceive that young
people are inferior to those that are older than them in age.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to have adopted this belief from what
my parents had taught me in relation to "respecting your elders," and
that "it is rude to question
an older person". From this I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that this 'respect' is merely
an agreement
made by self to accept and allow abuse
which is perpetuated by the characters each one exist within and as.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to step into the inferior character
when/as an older person confronts me on any point and from this I forgive
myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into complete submission
within/as myself towards the being with the intention of 'just getting through
this experience as fast as possible', instead of stopping, standing up
within/as myself and evaluating the situation here within a
practical, commonsense best for all investigation process from which I then
direct myself to communicate as an
equal to the being, at the same time
breathing, here within/as stability.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to step into the inferior character
when/as I am in a conflict/confrontation situation with someone whom I have
attached the point to of 'people like this person more than me', and form this
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give this belief
the power to alter and affect my ability to stand within such a
conflict/confrontation situation within/as stability and
self-directedness.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to step into the 'inferior character'
when/as a person raises their voice
at me or changes
their voice
tonality to sounding
the way I perceive an angry
tonality to sound.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that
my creation of and existence within and as the 'inferior character' indicates
that I have also accepted and allowed myself to create and exist within and as the
'superior character'.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within/as the superior
character and from this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to not see, realize and understand that the superior character is
manifested as the equal and one opposite of the inferior character which I have
accepted and allowed myself to create and exist within/as in order to avoid
facing the inner conflict I experience within/as any conflict and or
confrontation situations.
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